Heh, you know, i had this whole big post ready to be published, but i just couldn’t. See, there was a lot going on in my head earlier. But then a sort of calm came over me. This is a short version of a long story: I’ve been sick since last wednesday. During the peak of the illness i was required to go to the city, pick up my school grades despite it being optional, do network tech support, survive without internet for 5 days, and thus have barely any contact with the Moldovan girl, design invitation cards for the parentals, somehow keep them from freaking out cause of my grades, deal with my grades myself (4 courses again, combined with 6 from next year), arrange which courses i’ll be taking next year, and every now and then when i had an hour to spare: sleep. Remember when i said it was the shortened version? The original list was 5 times as long.
So here i was, ready to explode. Too much weight on my shoulders, of myself and everyone around me, and cracks started to appear. Completely out of any kind of power, yet boiling with pressure. Everything was colliding in my head, like an imploding clock. Now that’s a mental picture if there ever was one.
And then there was nothing. A wave of serenity washed over me. Peace. All was fine and none of these things mean even the slightest thing. Well, maybe a little bit. Just enough to keep me from forgetting them.
So i’m thinking i either ate something funky, or my brain ordered the execution of a fair amount of braincells tonight.
